This poem was handwritten, before it was typed
The poem is longer than most I write
This poem aint the sort to go down without a fight
This poem wakes up at dawn and drinks 8 ounces of protein
the poem runs twenty miles before noon
this poem will get the better of you soon
this poem won’t break bones
this poem never wore braces
this poem never had glasses and looks better than all your faces
This poem is wealthier than Jay-Z and Bruce Springsteen
This poem beats villains better than Chuck Norris
this poem is a monologue, better than Odysseus
this poem got straight A’s in school, it’s PHD at age twenty
it’s full title includes MD, esquire, lord, and is still funny!
This poem is black and white, something the blind can read
people hear, dumb folks know, and a poet’s wet dream
this poem bench presses the encyclopedia britannica (all of it)
this poem makes you jealous, like this poem just drew a bigger crowd
than the british royal wedding, and it looks better than the bride
this poem stole your girl and will take her for a ride.
This poem has shock value, staying power, like this poem was carved in stone
this poem has a stock portfolio, swiss bank account, a whole cayman island and its own religion
and this poem bridges sectarian divisions.
This poem is atomic, nuclear, prepped, primed, and ready
and it gets approval from green peace, PETA, and the NRA
this poem doesn’t need meter, rhyme or reason
though this poem may be charged with treason
for crossing all national borders
this poem was discharged from Vietnam after disobeying orders
This poem drinks excessively, parties and deal drugs
this poem dances, figure skates and does ballet
This poem is multi-lingual, ambidextrous, bipolar, straight and gay
This poem knows everything you want to say.
this poem writes rap songs
this poem speaks like johnny cash
this poem kicks ass.
sitting here beginning to write
bizarrely returned to feeling myself -
it should be this way
another go-at-it day -
when the gray of smoke
cannot consume my happiness
cherishing here because I am here today in charge
able to control my thoughts (enough) to write
which is to say taking the dog for a walk
working out all the things
to be worked out
people of nineveh
preachers of zion
cease your sinning before the flood
pious
montezuma
sherman
orion, immortal stars in cold blood
the loving god never walked our streets
a forsaken jerusalem the red dawn greets.
Aligned on the cusp of dawn where you
answer the vaudeville babble of seashore
with a makeshift riddle snatched from a poet people don’t know.
Heard are the heel slaps on pavement like an invitation to a duel
a nagging constant like the seesaw aching of emotions between ribs.
Before we are less than Ozymandias abscond
to those known statues of intellectual stupor!
It is not the death of light that haunts you
It is not the silence but the inescapable ambivalence
that levies fear even on acts of supreme futility.
for Frank
It is 12:20 am in New Jersey a Thursday
I am wide-awake next to the dog
the tall can of iced-tea I paid 99 cents for
sits with 2 ounces left in it, since Monday
I know RMH will feature Cory Smith tomorrow
though he plays in Boston tonight
(sometimes I think about a musician’s life)
but I don’t listen to country without bluegrass no matter
how much 90’s sound one can play from a guitar
he’s Rob Thomas but emotionally flat, we’ve “been there, done that”
then I surf what would be two city blocks online
to BOWERY ELECTRIC and it is 12:32 am
and I am wide-awake next to the dog
but their weekend kickoff is weak, I dare to say
so I might invite this girl to see Dirty Bird at
SULLIVAN HALL, because they are indie and so is she
but not too much or else I wouldn’t include her in my poetry
and at 12:44 am I think about those acts I’ve seen in 45 days
the soft and heart-filling melodies of Sydney W. or
THE BUDDIES raucous-rock-equals-fun-time-with-beer style
until my gut settles on the best, or latest, show since I’ve been home
in KINGSLEY FLOOD, and I smile wondering if these musicians
will be around next year
or more than a means to an end, something to decide when the dog snores
refusing to wake up and get off the bed at 12:53 am in New Jersey
a Thursday, and the phone buzzes and rings
it’s ZACH, upset I don’t care about the paddle he designed for me
which is false, I cared
but I lost it along with my other paddle, and some of my very own artwork
some clothes and a tapestry of an Amazonian warrior-princess
along with some religious books meant for Passover
I tell him and I say it is 1 am
goodnight
but it isn’t, I have one more thing to dream about tonight




